Beauty is not what I am loving I am loving a black brown ma… I could just see a dishevelled whiteman saying that after bumping into this girl on the right. Why isn’t she beautiful? Because she’s black? ” Hey, hello… ” Black is ugly? Brown is ugly? What I don’t understand about skin colour is why it is so important. It is important. It is so fucking important. I hate myself for thinking about it. I love the picture of this girl because she is just the right brown black, but there are those with darker features you just don’t get when you google images, which could show you much more subliminal black beauty. Whites think they figured out black beauty, either Naomi Campbell and Tyra Banks, but this girl on a challenge to white girls, on the bus, on the street, in a house or school, could energize me to thump a racist for being his colour, as Claudia Scheiffer could energize a Nazi into been Fascist. Thats what it is about on the higher level. Black girls, apart from say Naomi Campbell and my niece don’t  know what racism is all about. They hate their man so much for an attitude that given the same situation a white woman would love her man for. Yes, we are all racist. What can we do? I look in the mirror and because I am good Looking, I say to myself, ” Boy…I am glad I am not white. ” I know girls do it, but for different reasons.They can look at their bodies too and expound the same devotion. What black people have to realise right away is that because we are so versital in look we are the beauty of the world. It aint a lie when we say ” Black is beautiful ” Those of us who believe in it, believe in it with a conscious. I like Afro chics, but thats my nature. I grew up with them.The  new weave on brigade haven’t got to me yet. I have not seen a kitchen, let alone the underwear of one in any form of relationship. Not that I am saying I will ever have a chance. They tend to be too young for me. Far too young. What Iam looking for is a relaxed funk maiden. Black women are the best for that, but then again the white women and other racial types which helped fight the battle so hard to keep the white boy in his place and not over extend himself in racial violence, are worth looking at too. Only because they don’t exist any more. Patti Hearst are you still out there? Joan Baez? Anyone? I think I’ll have to settle for Pink at least she’s not white.